And because of how cold or the road conditions, this is the time of the year that sometimes people literally cannot go anywhere and are snowed in. Initially there is this sense of enchantment about being at home. Taking time preparing a great breakfast, staying in PJ's all day, catching up on some chores, getting extra time to pray, and making a dent in reading the pile of books on your night stand. I find it always starts off delightful and warm. But, then, I start to notice some areas of my house that maybe need a deeper clean and wonder why I haven't taken care of it before. Or, I find myself restless at the fact that I cannot go anywhere and become acutely aware of my isolation from the outside world.
Sometimes the spiritual life in prayer can feel like we are snowed in. It can start off delightful - many consolations and great beauty that is unfolded before our eyes by spending some time internally with God. But, then, spending some deep internal time in prayer we can become acutely aware of our own flaws, weaknesses, and sins. We may even see that area that needs a deep clean through the Sacrament of Reconciliation. There may be times that we become restless on a particular petition and feel isolated in that our answer is "no" or "not yet." Do not despair, but continue to pray, and in some instances I've been directed (by priests and other spiritual directors) to increase my prayer. Know that you are being prayed for.
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Lord,
Thank you God for these times that I am snowed in with you and the graces that softly fall from above! When I am snowed in with you, help me to uncover those areas that may need a deeper clean or some more work. When I'm feeling isolated from the outside world allow me the graces to fall closer into you and your warm embrace.
Amen.
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Simply a little pencil in God's hand,
Elizabeth
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